Thursday, June 30, 2005

Did you know....

  • those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?
  • those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
  • the 3 most difficult things to say are : I love you, Sorry and Help me?
  • those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
  • those who dress in yellow, are those that enjoy their beauty?
  • those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
  • when you help someone, the help is returned in two-folds?
  • it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
  • if you ask something in faith, your wishes are granted?
  • you can make your dreams come true? If you ask for it by faith and if you really know, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

But dont believe everything I tell you until you try it for yourself. If you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-folds.

Monday, June 27, 2005

Grippe

Was down with flu, cough and fever on Friday. Took MC and head back home for a rest. Couldnt even make it for my pool session class (scuba diving) on Sunday :(. Heard it was fun.

Weekend before was pampering and now it's the other way round. God is really fair. There are times when you really enjoy and there are times when you have to suffer. Perhaps, it is called the equal treatment to taste the both sides of a coin.
My friend once told me that panel clinics have their limitation in giving medication to their patients. Paraphrase - they give cheap medicines. I wasnt quite sure about it until I experienced it myself. I have finished up my medication course but I am still feeling unfit. In turn, I have to take Panadol to subside my fever and the flu pill which my Mom requested from her own doctor.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Humor

This colleague of mine is always full with jokes. Today, he cracked up one that goes like this -

"Why is it called Happy Father's Day"
Answer :: It is when the wife doesnt meet the mistress.

Once in a while, I just need some laughs to boost up my energy level for the day.

Monday, June 20, 2005

Indulgence

Weekend was good for me as I was indulged in a total relaxation.

Saturday :: I leisured myself to an aroma spa, sea salt scrub, fat burning massage and infra-red wrap. All these were treated free. Yes, free! Why? Cause I signed up for the 1st trial slimming again. This 1st trial session comes with the promotion Buy 1 free 1.

Sunday :: Facial and aroma relaxing body massage.

Wanted to add up more to my indulgence list, but was restricted by the powerful force called 'Money'.

*Sigh*

Interesting Blog

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Enjoy reading folks!

Thursday, June 09, 2005

But why?

After much contemplation, I have decided to venture myself into selling unit trust as my 2nd business income. Decision emanated when my friend enlightened me about this rewarding business, which he is currently in (he is earning big bucks now!). With this, I hope I can achieve a financial freedom status in the near future by leveraging (hopefully).

I have chosen my friend to be my upline, as he is the one who approached and share this business idea with me first. However, this decision has ultimately affected my ex's feelings of dissatisfaction. He actually claimed that he is the one that approaches me first and that I should be his downline. Why? His downline will actually contribute to his furtherance of promoting to a supervisor and enjoy overriding commission. You see, I dont mind letting him earn the overriding commission but I am trying very hard here to forget him and also not to have any dealings with him. Being my upline will have to make sure that I am in proper guidance and support. I will also have to liaise with him often. So, if this permits, how am I going to banish him from my thoughts? Seeing him will only stir up my feelings again and it's even more difficult to let go.

At some point, having the softer side in me (those who knows me well), wanted to just proceed with it, in order not to create any displease. But I have to make a stand. I have to prevent him from playing with my feelings again (frankly, he has been doing it once in a while, esp during the time when his gf is away). He is like a fisherman holding a rod and caught me by the hook in my mouth but do not choose to pull me up, just keep letting go of the line and anytime want to use or play with me, he will pull back the line bit by bit and when I came closed, he will let it go again. Definitely not a nice feeling to have!

Currently, he is very angry, disappointed and discontented with me. He didnt want to reply my mail or even talk to me. He often highlights this matter to my friends (that shows how unhappy he is).
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Why is he reacting so childishly?
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He should know and understand my predicament (knock, knock, please put on your thinking cap). I think he should be sorry for what he has did to me last time. *I have done so much for you already and I guess it is time that I decide for my own good*.
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Vengeance it's not the motive here and I have my valid reasons for it.

Saturday, June 04, 2005

Blind Date?

Got to know a guy from Friendster. Read his profile and saw his photos. Had been communicating via email and found him to be a nice person (vaguely).

From his first message, he is already persuading me to go out on a date. He never fails to send me message everyday asking me to go out. Very persistent and desperate guy! I kept rejecting him over and over again until yesterday. Decided to go out, not with him but to meet him in Rum Jungle since my friends invited me to go there as well. I see no harm as I have my friends around with me, just in case he turns to the wild side.

As this is our first meeting, he didnt officially introduce himself, in turn I have to go through my own self-introduction. *Fine with that*. Getting myself comfortable with the environment as it was my first time to Rum Jungle. Had few rounds of drinks with my friends before squirming my way to his table, as he wanted to have a drink with me. Smart tip : Always bring along your own glass.

The night was short, as all of us were tired and hungry. With courtesy, I went and excuse myself for leaving early but he insisted that I have a last drink with him. Alright, he is starting to freak me out. I know he is a party animal and with his previous experience working in this entertainment line, he can be declared as a good drinker. But hey, it's not a masthead for me. He kept insisting that I bottoms-up the drink before I leave for the night. He knew that I cant take it anymore as I told him that I puked twice. *Just not my night for drinking*. Eventually, he let me go, having futile effort.

During supper, messages kept coming in (yes, it's from him) to enquire on my whereabout and also to ask if he could call me when I get home for a chit-chat. So, without hesitation, I replied that I am very tired, sleepy and will hit the sack once I get home. It seems that the message didnt get across clearly, as he called me when I was about to sleep. Chat for a while with 90% of my conversation hinting that I am very tired and sleepy.

The meet-up ended with the following verdict:
:: from the way he talks, I find him to be quite snobbish
:: not on the gentle or caring side as he kept pushing me to drink with him eventho he knew that I puked
:: no offence, but he kept disturbing me (as he called me non-stop the next day albeit I have told him that I am not free. To the extend, I have to switch off my phone)
:: kept asking if I am free to go out with him for lunch, dinner or 'yam cha'. Even for a short while also he would be delighted.

So, what do you think of this guy?

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Sudden Departure of Jones

The news broke to us early this morning. His level of tolerance has came to an end. He is only 11 years old but I salute him for being such a brave child. He struggled through many months in the intensive care unit. Agony has not stop him from smiling whenever he was greeted by his friends and families.

Eventhough I have not met him in person, but I have known him since the day he was born. My sis often shares his story with us. That is when my emotions of sorrow really kicks in. I couldn't withold my grieve over this news, I actually cried while writing this entry. I dare not imagine the pain and sadness that the family have to go through.

It is really sad to see him leave just like that. Perhaps, we should take it in good faith that his demise will cease his sufferance. When it is time to go, means it's really time to go. Everything happens for a reason.

I hereby would like to express my deepest sympathy to his family and may Jones rest in peace.