Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Thought

My thought tells me that I want to leave this place and start life anew in a fresh place. But my self conscious tells me I cant leave my family behind. Sometimes I really don't know what is wrong with me. I kept having this thought that I have not done good enough and I am selfish. I just can't explain my feelings. I can be happy for that moment and sad for the next moment.
Ahhhhh.....dont care...dont bother.....

1 comment:

izchan said...

People always have the urge to run when they feel threathened.

Its a perfectly normal feeling.

its a perfectly normal reaction.

The problem is not the running away. No ... that is what everybody does.

nope ... the true problem lies in do you come back after you run.

Some people will run forever. never stopping. Never looking back.

yet some of the different ones will stop and think about their actions. It is with these kind of reasoning that change happends.

Your first reaction is but an inbuild defence mechanise, Run.

Your second action is the true choice, because that is when you are thinking about going against your instincts.

No matter what you decide, run or stay, know that you have chosen. Rather than just run without thinking.

And that is as good as it gets for anyone.