Great Birthday!

It's my 27th birthday today. Gosh, getting older already. Real scaryyyy....Started my celebration since Saturday, 26/3 till 2/4....hmm... it's like cny celebration that goes on for 15 days.....not... :-D

Had dinner with my family in a Japanese restaurant and thereafter went to meet up with my friends in La Bodega. Was having a great time drinking, laughing and playing Pictionary. We changed the rules of the game, instead of drawing it out, we actually act it out. There goes, our super duper acting skill.....whereby one of them needs to do 'Prawn Cracker'.......can imagine huh? We were really laughing our s*** out.

I was treated with 2 birthday songs. The 2nd one came up just because the other group celebrating their friend's birthday too, sang it louder than us. So, my friends decided to sing it again for me!

Alright, without denial, I really had a good time and the 'prawn cracker' moments will be forever embedded in my mind.

My FiRst Time.....

Alright, my first time blogging. Got this 'virus' from my friends and colleagues who do blogging quite often. I find it quite interesting and cool. So, there goes, creating my own blog in this blogger.com. And before i could even start writing, i was already 'cunt'fusing myself in the process of creating. One of my colleagues also started this together with me. So both of us look so 'busy' as though we got a lot of work to do but actually busy finding out how to post our pictures lah, creating our blog name, choosing the template...etc......

After all the hassle, we finally got it! phewwww.....didnt know it was so 'ma fan'. But whatever it is, there is always a first time. Hmmm...i wonder is it too late to start blogging? Will i get addicted-blogger fanatic? or will i just leave it to the spider to build their webs, after getting bored with it? Anyway, I shall see how it goes.......time will tell....

At first, blog to me is like ....."what is that?"....u mean 'block'?...i know i know i am from another planet...hey, but i picked up fast tho...after some enlightenment from my frens....not too bad right?

It's good to learn new things everyday......at least ur life is not wasted....

It has been a year.....

Time really flies, like a blink of an eye....It has been a year already since 'he' left me for someone else. Reminiscing those times, really hurts. Didnt know i could make it thus far but yet he still sits in my mind. Really thought time will heal everything but dont think I am getting any further than that. It is so weak inside me whenever i hear his name, his voice, his smile.....just anything or everything about 'him'.

I have not seen him for weeks, until today. It was just a casual 'yam cha' with our friends after a seminar. I acted cool and try not to talk to him so much to avoid being hurt but in fact my effeminate features are running wild. I dont even know what i really want at that point of time. Talk or dont talk...see or dont see.....care or dont care.....I dont know why am i feeling this way, is it because i knew he is seeing someone else already? I did notice that he actually look at me few times. Trust me i am not being sensitive or wat, but i really saw him doing that.

Sometimes i really wish to know what is in his mind.