Went Poppy with him and friends. Was taken a back by my feelings, I actually gave him a hug and kiss. To my surprise, he also did the same in return. Was he doing it just for the sake of doing it? or is it true that he still misses me? Whatever his feelings are, I shouldnt be caring so much cause i know we will never be together again. I like to ponder on all kinds of questions, though i know i wont get the answer, but sometimes it's just beyond my control.
A friend of mine called it 'stupidity' as i still see him and go out with him. I know it is very stupid of me to react this way. I am accountable for all my doings and actions. Nobody knows what i am feeling deep down inside. I really wish i could get rid of him but at the moment i just cant.....
A friend of mine called it 'stupidity' as i still see him and go out with him. I know it is very stupid of me to react this way. I am accountable for all my doings and actions. Nobody knows what i am feeling deep down inside. I really wish i could get rid of him but at the moment i just cant.....
2 comments:
don't worry, im sure u will get him out of ur mind.... it's a matter of time
and... it's not a bad idea if u still friends with ur ex .. is better to have 1 more friend than to make an enemy....as long as u know that.... thr's nothing more between u 2 =)
Hey, thanks. I know all i need is time. At the moment we cant be friends as i am not fully recovered yet. sigh
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